you did it
i can’t believe i’m going into another year of school already. currently enjoying my last night in california in the comforts of my warm, cozy home. it becomes so easy to forget about all the things that we are fortunate to have. this year i will be starting over with greater intentions and stronger execution. i think that as long as i keep the things i must be thankful for in mind, they will keep me focused on moving forward and upward. do or die!
cheers to summer 2014, a summer full of completely new experiences and faces. it was a busy couple of months, but i pushed through and have come out as an enlightened intern, a loved teacher, an accomplished EMT, and a better friend. i will genuinely miss some of the people that i’ve met here, something that i truly did not expect to feel at the beginning of the summer. winter is a long while away, but the wait will make the reunion all the more merrier
noticing now that some of the lines could be slightly straighter -_- probably moved from my unequal breathing when it hurt too much
but otherwise HOOORAY I have no other qualms ^____^ one of the last things I do as a teenager (y)
32, 37, 43 :D
! from last week’s post? ok!
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
don’t have feelings for anyone atm (surprising i know) :o tiny crushes here and thurr but nothing significant
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
all the time. when it’s a crush, i’m considerably more awkward in their presence. it’s only when i have no feelings or when i’m actually in the relationship that i give no fuqs
LMFAO this is mean
i saw my first death today. there was just so much blood today. from that one call, from other gunshot wounds, from lacerations and other suicide attempts, and even from little old ladies who would fall and break EVERYTHING. even when i left the hospital, everything smelled like blood. and maybe it shouldn’t be that big of a deal because i knew i’d have to see it eventually, but i’m sitting here trying to write about that death. and yet i’ve already exhausted most of the words over the phone when i called mike but i’m just getting the basics down now for my future reference. (don’t mind mee, i’m honestly fine. i’m just in a thoughtful state)
Chocolate Caramel Cookies - As Requested!
We can only be friends if you’re kind of an asshole. Not full blown asshole because that’s no fun. And if you’re not an asshole at all then that won’t work either. A halfway asshole. Those are my kind of people.
s/o to sean tho foRULLLL